Life is simple, even when I did a lot of jobs, no complex things left. In China, ppl always like to do their jobs in a hurry, run here and there as fast as possible, but then what? I just found here and there, a lot of my friends enjoying Ma-jhong most of night. That's the simple, simple life, nothing complex really, nothing need to always in a hurry.

Suddenly I feel I'm a loser, few resources on my road, narrow way I could get.

But I needn't worry about that, I live for TODAY, so I might a loser tomorrow, but I'm not a loser for TODAY. I shall try my best to find what I like to do, what's worthy for myself, what a little more step for my road.

YEAH! I'm the Greatest! I'm not a loser for TODAY!

What's the right step?
Always I like to judge it, tried to judge it, but never could find what the really right step.
I remember what Marshal Xu said, 'the last 5 minutes'. No one could judge what the right step in games! The only right judgement is: TO MAKE THE STEP RIGHT. Keep hard working, whenever you get confusing, or think whether you're in wrong way, keep hardworking, don't stop, MAKE YOUR STEP RIGHT!
Yes, if you couldn't find a 'real right step', keep hardworking, don't stop, to MAKE YOUR STEP RIGHT!

I recall what I have done with Covey's theories, I found I made a mistake that I do much for planning and it hanged myself into self-doubt, the plans, the schedules not work for guys when they not busy. In fact 'confidence breeds confidence' or 'personal victory continues to get public victory' is a basic principle I have to follow with. A more clear, more detail, more slower plan and actions should be done to get things successfully.

I feel nice today. Although didn't wake up in time in the morning, I did something making myself confidence. I did zhanzhuang before TV set, while watching TV I improving my health, and confidence. I realized one thing that, not to plan too much, do what this time to do give more confidence is more important. Remember, confidence breeds confidence.